rainbow

soon o's will be over (:

2007-11-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO! (:
it's been a long time i've been here.
my life had been boring for two months.
during study break,
go sch normal time.sleep in class till 8.30 with the so called "sleeping gang".
bio lessons with MRS YIP (: then either consultations/ amaths with MRS TAN <3!
or study in the library with lydia, ll and other ppl (:
the feeling is so good coz u noe that other ppl are working and studying as hard as you(:
mugging tgt is very effective provided u don't turn it to a talking session.HAHAHA...
then home sweet home at 4 which is the closing time of the library...will see ppl packing bags and go home tgt...
at that period of time, library just seems like sec4's territory(:
we are all well protected by the library auntie...
just love the school for providing such good environment and people and AND, BEST TEACHERS!
very very very soon, o's started!
started with pract! some people had bad experience coz weird thIngs happened and they did the wrong Things...
as for my prac...bio was better than the prelims. it came out on plants only which shocked me because we all tot will be half animals half plants.PEANUTS!!! chem prac was horrible because of the phys prac!!!! they made us draw the same thIng 5 times on 5 DIFFERENT PIECES OF PAPER! so angry...waste time!
the very very first paper came soon which was the amaths paper. all thanx to mrs tan who really really worked very hard for 4s3!!! i still rmber the sec 4s panicking outside the auditorium because we were so scared.it turned out to be ok.my very very first amaths exam which i can finish with a smile on my face! HAHAA...
and the school is very efficient! they came out with the seating plans for the next paper immediately after our paper and the topics which are most likely to come out for amaths paper 2 right after our paper.(:

too lazy to write every paper. overall, sciences are bad. the things which came out was cdwuirehfuw.no words to describe! humans are terrible! i'm so angry with geo coz they went to mix the topics for human, like population with agriculture.development with industrial.rivers and coasts came out stand alone questions.ss came out sec 4 topics and no sec 3 topics.luckily, i read thru population.memorise industrial and housing for nth. only maths are fine.

AND AND, i left with only one paper which is bio paper 1! o's will end on 13 for me.

can't wait for o's to end!
many things i want to do(: there will be
-bbq with eileen and sec ones
-squad outing
-sleepover with TUP
-rod
-date with shuhui, babe and many others
-part-time job (maybe)
-work on my stamina
-cleaning up of study room and bedroom

today i accidentally hang up someone's call.i'm sorry.it was quite shocking to know who it was in the end. HAHAHA...

lovely squadmates (:

prelims are over

2007-09-14T23:03:00.000-07:00

firstly, my prelims are over! (:

not good news because i think it was horrible...
i can just practically stay at home for 1st threee months, maybe even one and half months...
dun think any schs will accept me with the results i think i'll be getting...
sigh...

tml will be an interesting day! looking forward to it!!! (:
mon and tues NO SCHOOL!!!! no exams for me=no school!!
wed and thurs will be talks' day...with our butts on the floor for duno how long

lastly,i just wana say "GOOD LUCK for your promos tml, sec ones! "
must hav faith in yourselves!(: first promo, all of you can do it!

is abit too late but better than none...
all the best for the rest of the sec 4s for the remaining exams too!!! XD

narmy's birthday

2007-08-05T16:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NARMATHA (:

be glad that ur name appear here(: but i dun even think u will come and see this...
HAHAHA...sweet 16 ok? (:

note:
16 days to prelims!!! ):
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

racial harmony

2007-07-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

last friday was racial harmony day!
squadmates and 4s3 all dressed up in different costumes(:
we did bio, phys and chem prac in them too
cool YAH??? HAHAHA(:
too bad that we din manage to take a full squad photo...
the whole day was photo taking day for 4s3, esp during english lesson
colourism!!!
we took in groups of different colours and my darling partner was outcasted..
her sari was colourful(:
yet to take the photos from squadmates, so i onli hav some of them

i look like some kampong teacher in the photo with xy(: HAHAHA
nowadays, life is getting boring!
everyday, wake up, go sch, extra lessons/ mock exams, go home, do hw and revision
and FINALLY, SLEEP XD
no more np and no more tkd ):
ONLY thing is looking forward to is SPEECH DAY, this coming sat(:
both of them are coming (:
but sadly, my parents wun be attending
HOPEFULLY, it will be a nice one
and nth goes wrong
i LOVE this SATURDAY <3

i start to love a maths for no reason and hopefully, the love will last long
i need to find back my love for bio too!
having 6 periods of bio on this coming monday, i will just die X/
die die die X/
pray for me (:

gifted(:

2007-07-02T10:51:00.000-07:00

term 3 started and it seems so stressful for all sec 4s.
prelims are coming in 50 plus days and o's coming in 3 months!
tues and wed are mock exams days!
however, after the "i'm gifted" course, i felt motivated.
i found my goal and the type of career i want for my future! (:
although the course is from 8.30-9pm for three days, it was enjoyable and suprisingly, we can stay awake for the whole course(:
the speakers are gary, leroy and gerald!

i love the way they conduct the course and i love gary's way the most!
thru this course, can tell that many who attended, had grown up in some way or another(:
in this course, i think i grow fatter coz we ate and sit and ate and sit.
no exercise, unless u wana include laughing as part of the exercise XD

last day of the course, i wish that my parents were there
but they weren't
many parents attended the course and some were very cool!
even teachers and mr koh attended(:

it is quite sad that those who attended the course, cud not attend the youth day concert
my class got kinder beuno from mrs yip and ms malini! thank you thank you(:

somehow, i miss np and my SQUADMATES!
now we hardly sit down and chat...
everyone is busy with own studies
SQUADMATES: after o's, we shall have a squad outing <3

2007-06-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

two weeks of holidays had passed.
i've not done much.
the past two weeks had been lessons and lessons every single day.
i dun even feel like there's holiday!!!
supposed to go out with the usual ppl on wed.
then that stupid thing popped up and i din go with them.
i'm SUPER DUPER SORRY!!!! DUI BU QI...
then thurs had the lit seminar. better than the one at relc. more useful and i'm far away from the mike.(: unlike the one at relc, so near. i was very scared i would be picked on to voice out my opinion. more seats for me to choose too(:
very glad that we din sit infront, otherwise the lazer point at us. WE'll be DEAD. haha XD
sat went back for ss retest. it was horrible, to say the truth. i think will fail again. ): the sms killed me and i'm sorry, xy!if i had not called you, you maybe will still go read thru or sth. sheryl sim is so lucky!!!!
after retest, i went chinatown with xy. cyn wanted to go tkd, that's why she din join us. jw din wana go. ): jy joined us after her amaths consultation.
ended retest at 9 plus. reached chinatown around 10.15 or earlier. we wandered about.
we felt as though we are foreigners, shopping for souvenirs. HAHAHA XD
we waited for og to open and spent more than one hr in the children's session. zhang is DEPRIVED of childhood!!! me too... og has many cute and pretty water bottles!(: we went around to play with the toys while waiting for jy. we found this very cute ipod pouch. at first we tot it was a hp pouch and almost bought it. jy loves the dragon(: i like the tigger that can bounch on its tail!!! xy bought the baby winnie bottle(((:
after spending long hours there, we decided to visit tkd ppl. they were still having lessons when we reached. 3 of us went playground and chat. jy and i managed to find ourselves shelter while zhang no shelter! (: HAHA. zhang was commenting on her nike shoes.saying about friction. -.- got the photo we took that day when they got their black belts. i looked HORRIBLE!!!!!:/
after that, they went nf's huse to play tennis. i wanted to but my mum was nagging thru the phone. decided to go home. i went home with owner! (:
hopefully i can complete my work before kl trip!!!!!!(:

hand over and pop!

2007-05-26T23:03:00.000-07:00

mon was our sec 4 squad '07 pop!
time passed very fast. 4 years of np had just ended like this.
np took up most of my secondary life and they are my best memories.
the hardships, the scoldings, the pumpings, the joy and cry that i shared with my squadmates will never be forget!
they are the ones who willing to go thru all these with me...they are the ones who support me all along...they are the ones who i trust in...they are the ones who i love and care...they are the ones who understand me...
many things happened in the 4 years.
our squad started of with 31 squadmates! and slowly, left with the 23 of us.no matter wad, the 22 of you are like family members to me and the squad is like another family of mine! sometimes, i faced with difficulties or anything..thinking of u guys, motivate me to move on and overcome it(:
in sec one, we started of a squad with many cliques. we also had problems but slowly, we are united and bonded.our darling sec 1 ncos will always tell us that we are like their babies. imagine having 31 babies(: that time, np was on every saturday! we had so much fun during the trainings and stayed back for late squad talks.still rmber sec ones ncos gave us two hershey choco and shared...i got a baby mini shirt from ma'ams!(: xy ma'am wrote a very touching letter to us and most of us cried that day...
slowly, we moved on to sec 2.with our nice and strict ncos, we became a squad with quality and quantity. we are proud of ourselves and we are thankful towards them. they always give us extra sessions to help us in drills but we are not thankful that time.not thinking that, ncos have o's and they willing to help us.haha...still rmber once, only shuhui went down. we are very sorry. sec 2 life in np had left a great impact on us and made us rmber the most! by the time sec 2, we are left with 24 of us. then, we received the news of shuhui leaving. we were all sad but cud not make any changes.
in sec 3, for me it was a busy but meaningful year too. our campcraft team managed to clinge the top 7th position!(: still rmber, we were once so discouraged and wanted to give up. but the ma'ams din give up on us. they tried their best to motivate us.without their help, we wun be able to succeed too(: thanx ma'ams.prelims, we were embarrassed coz we went in before the whislte...not only praticing for campcraft, ll and i were in the fancy drills team too. we had lots of fun in fancy drills, it was a memorable experience. the team was united. still rmber campcraft finals briefing, zakiah ma'am, cyn and i went old hq. the captain and vice captains were all tall and big sized. me and cyn were the smallest captain and vice captain. our lucky 7!(: crescent flagstuff was the first to be raised!i missed the times we had campcraft trainging.many stupid and funny things happened.the flying pole.my spar!(:
we had 3 ncos in sec three!pt, bk and t ma'ams! the ones who tot we were looking forward to take over(: the ones who were bullied by us(: they are nice ncos. did not pump us much.
slowly, we took over. many things changed as being a cadet is never the same as being a nco=more responsibilities and more work and more invovlement(: the bio thing affected us but we moved on tgt.we had the wonderful squad talk during unit camp'06. it was a nice one with everyone pouring out wad's inside them. from then onwards, we understand more than last time.the help that you guys contribute wun be forget, i'm grateful. without you all, np wun be wad it is right now. i love working with u guys. i wud like to thank the cis esp. they are the ones who helped our squad whenever we need help. we are the lucky ones, so much more lucky than any other batch of ncos. we really really appreciate it(: thank you, ma'ams
squadmates, it had been a wonderful 4 years with you guys.<3 i duno when will we ever come as a squad again. maybe after o's,we shall REALLY go out as a squad with the 23 of us(: the squad will be incomplete without anyone of you. I REALLY LOVE ALL 23 OF YOU! i'm sure that everyone of u will never forget the times we spent tgt(: no matter where we are going, you all will be forever be rmbered. maybe years down the road, we will meet each other on the mrt? in the shopping mall? i might grow taller than you all(: hahaha...ALL THE BEST FOR ALL OUR O's! we shall strive for tgt as a squad one last time(: GAMBETEH, squadmatesXD
sec ones, i duno if you guys will read but each and everyone of you is important to me and your eileen ma'am. you all are like our babies! the 26 of you [including 4 sec 2s] i've not spend much time with you all, i'm sorry. wish all 26 of you all the best for the rest of np life and enjoy whatever you all are doing(: hope u all will maintain your squad strength<3
to the rest of the unit, hope all of you put in your best effort in maintaining the GOLD UNIT(: jiayou(:

tml's our day

2007-05-20T22:45:00.000-07:00

i carn imagine my life after mon...
my life will be filled with studies and studies...
no more np...

i hope that tml's pop everything will be okay!
i hope that nth will goes wrong...
i hope that all our ncos will come down...[a bit greedy]
i hope that my squad is able to take a FULL squad photo before we officially leave np..

i'm so not prepared to pop...
so many things not done yet...

four years of np seem so short!
squadmates, just to let you all noe...
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT<3
(:

finally update

2007-03-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

Hello, after long time, I’m here to update my blog (:
So many things happened and passed. I’m too lazy to update them one by one. Some of them are better not to say out, otherwise things will just get bigger. Now even march holidays have arrived. i think that sec 4s life are like a nightmare. Starting off the year with work, work, tests, tests and studies. I almost died in them. I din really survived in them though. Like what I mentioned earlier, many things had passed. I really getting more and more depressed as the days passed by. First was the sec one orientation. Like the wink of eye, all the preparation and hardwork put in the campfire were being put one side as the campfire was over. Next, getting the number of sec ones. Followed by welcoming the sec ones and there they were all standing right in front of me. Having a squad of my own is so different. Next, was the preparation of unit camp and btc. In between ct! I was very tired physically and mentally. Things popping up one by one. After ct, there was the UNIT CAMP’07! (: very fast, 3 days 2 nights were over. In the camp, I learnt a lot and get to noe more about the cadets. I love night time. As usual, jiatru did many stupid and retarded things in the camp. Not many noe about it though. The only thing I wud like to say is “a very different experience and a nice one”! (:
After the camp, I wud occasionally start thinking about pop. I duno why the image of pop kept staying in my brain and unwilling to go away. Maybe that’s the reason why I cherish the time I’m able to spend with squadmates. I will seriously miss all of them. The ones who I shared my joy, my tears, my sweat, my saliva and practically everything. After atf and promo, what’s left for me? Nothing I cud think of. Four years just slowly passed by without all of us knowing. Very soon all of us going different ways. I’m like writing as if I’ve pop. Hope the days pass slower, so that pop will be far away and o’s too. It is such a scary feeling. I don’t like being a sec 4 and better still, I dun even look like a sec 4. maybe I shud go join the sec ones like what the rest always say “jiatru can blend in” (:

Been having talks with ppl nowadays(: nice feeling to share with others. I <3 my gan-pa for staying with me and feeding me either in camps or in sch (: I <3 my da ben zhu for acting stupidly in front of me to make me smile and lighten up my mood. I <3 my sweating partner for stopping to talk to me whenever she sees me. I <3 my self-high sq and pervert [sweating partner may get jealous] being there to tell me stupid things and their weird dreams. I <3 my NCO who never goes round hitting my head anymore [is the other way round now(: ] I <3 evil pig for her talk and horrible communication skills. I <3 own species for staying with me and her logic + “sicko” talk. I <3 owner and cheer up. I <3 poot poot!^-^ Too long to write everyone(:

One day I will complete it(:
nights ppl...nevver noe when is the next post(:
hahax....jiayou sec 4s! GAMBETEH XD

rod coming soon!(:

2006-12-15T23:33:00.000-08:00

i've never been at home the whole day this whole week!
mon:
went out early in the morning to meet squadmates to buy stuff from spotlight.when mon supposed to be a day which i go out with my mum and aunt.meet xy at cck.we shopped for a while in spotlight and went yoshinoya for lunch!YUMMY!(: at the age of 14, students can work there as either part time job or full time job! so COOL as they willing to hire students at this ageXD we went to the supermarket to shop for ???? carn rmber!(: we wanted to watch movie but later, due to many things...we end up walking around.xy, rmber our date to watch cindrella and others, rmber our date to watch death note 2!(: we have many dates going on, not sure if it is possible for us to fulfill them before sch reopens.next, we went vivo as out 5 of us.only jw went there like 5-6 times, the rest din even step in before!(: we went to the candy emphire and the playcourt!i found the "dumb dumb no.3" ppl liaoz...we had lotz of fun in the playcourt, hopefully no one we noe was there.otherwise, is so embrassing!XD xy had difficulty in running with her slippers.we saw patricia mok!(: i love the pet shop<3
tues and wed:
fancy drills and --. fancy drills team does made improvements but there's still lotz more for u guys to improve on kaez??? so keep it up and try ur best! i believe in u guys(:
thurs:
supposed to go for training.end up, morning woke up with a swollen right eye! so i did not plan to go for training.in addition, my mum does not like me to attend night trainings as i will be reaching home about midnight?so yup!
fri[today]:
i went out with last year clique!excluding win [who is oversea] and cass [who has church]supposed to go joyce house and have movie marathon, end up...next idea, go shermain's house!...so final decision is go vivo! YES, which means i went vivo twice this week!(: i wana declare sth right here: I'VE BEEN PHYSICALLY TORTURED ON MY WAY BACK HOME AND ON MY WAY THERE BY JOYCE HO! right joyce???XD that woman, no sense of humour!that woman kept messing my hair and everything she says will hav the word "shit"...both joyce and i din hav breakfast but shermain just had a full breakfast before she came! so we cudn't hav an early lunch.we went e-zone to play, quite cheap!1 token-50 cents.i lost to joyce by 2 sec for car racing!): we went pet shop too! the dogs are awake this time(: shermain and i were tempted to buy the $8 hamster back home...she kept thinking about it, even when we stepped out of the shop.we wanted to have lunch at 12 plus.end up we had our lunch at 2 plus.why? COZ WE CARN DECIDE WAD TO EAT! first, we wanted yoshinoya.end up, there's no yoshinoya at vivo! suet wanted long john, shermain wanted burger king, cuixia dun wan fast food...so end up, food court!we came to this food court like in the olden days, shermain was like "so dark and big, later we buy food and cannot find our way back to our seats".so we left.we were finding our way to kopitiam.we came to the carpark instead.in the food court, sth happen.first time seeing her being so angry!we went to watch "ERAGON" after lunch.we were worrying that cuixia will fall asleep half way thru the movie coz she dun really like the movie but due to majority, so we watched "ERAGON".end up, i'm the one who dozed off half way thru the movie! maybe coz i've lack of sleep.i just sit there and dozed off for around 5 mins.the movie was ok to me but i wun really say that is that nice.i only enjoyeed the movie at the second half.i wana be a dragon rider too!i think is so cool to be able to communicate with a dragon and having it to trust you<3

i'm looking forward to watch cindrella though!(:
tml's going to be another busy day for me

off to genting

2006-12-02T22:52:00.000-08:00

i'm here to post before i'm away for my HOLIDAY!(:
been so long we hav any family holiday!XD
about 6 more hours and i will be "bye, singapore!"(:
shall update on what's goin on the previous days, in order for jiaying to read when she's back!
tues:
the whole morning was drizzling.we only manage to cover some parts as we need to teach those who din turn up on last wed.so ppl, plz come down for trainings. otherwise we need to reteach you guys who dunno wad's goin on!*hint hint ah!XD you noe who you are.cynthia came back from hong kong!she bought me this piglet thingy, very cute!thanx cynthia(: jy left early to prepare her stuff. after that, we went cheers for lunch. nth special happened. -- time, we did some fancy drills stuff. after that, i started playing throwing shoes. first with xiao ding dong's slippers.next with orangutan's shoes. then meera ma'am came. both orangutan and i tot she was --. oh, i almost forgot. JESSICA came down on tues. she made us some snacks. FATTENING SNACKS! jess right???? hahax...thanx a lotz btw. i really miss her and shermin! she will be there for me when i need her.<3
wed:
not a very good day i cud say. since starting of the day, many things happened. we manage to cover the formation until the popping part. everyone was so tired and sweaty.my legs and back are arching by the very end of the day.i stood the whole day with liling. we went to help this trackgirl who fainted i think. i was so shocked when ms ong called us over. sorry farzarnah for juz grabbing ur bottle without ur permission but urs is the only one with most water. liling went to call another trackgirl.we were playing hide and seek with mr Ho.we cudn't find him!we were so desperate for cd player. end up, he dun wana lend it to us. i realli very very tired when we were goin home. i was like got any seats in the mrt? end up, NO! so i stood the whole journey back home. no seats on the bus back home too!): sorry---, i noe that you are very disappointed. i'm really sorry.you put in so much effort in helping me in it, end up you saw only this.
thurs:
i went walking the whole day again in queensway and lot 1. went to buy my new bag, jacket and uniforms!(: i'm ripe banana while someone is unripe banana. i'm mature while someone is immature! next, we went lot 1 to buy her camps stuff. stupid woman bought 4 bottles of sunsilk[straightening hair thingy] instead of 4 bottles of shampoo!(: both of us cudn't stand children crying non-stop recently coz of my baby nephew. last time i used to like children a lotz, now i'm scared of little boys. they are so naughty and playful. (:
fri:
i stayed in macs from 9-1 plus which is 4 hours! can you believe it? we had many things goin on, it was quite a fruitful session to me! i enjoyed it.xiao ding dong was freezing cold in macs. later, went in to the mall. we were shivering as our feets were very wet from the rain.
sat:
i went for tkd!!!!*claps...not like some other ppl who went to cut hair, went gym and other stuffXD i came despite i need to pack my stuff. hahax...relax ppl, dun be angry,then come and box me ah!(: i learnt my pattern liaoz...still can rmber, hopefully i wun forget it. we did split, like more than half a year me not doin an split. the floor was super dirty as we were haing it in the carpark.after that, i went to meet jiatying to buy her jacket and had my dinner at 4.30!hahax...very early(:i CUT my hair!!!!like finally, coz i'm suppose to cut it on thurs.and now 10.48, i'm online in my room blogging!(:
bye, squadmates!(:
have fun on tues, dun think you guys can slack! muahahax...
coz i will be back on wed!(:
i'm the mojojo, rmber????
as evil as ever!XD

went for tkd

2006-11-25T21:27:00.000-08:00

JIATRU WENT FOR TKD TRAINING TODAY!!!!!!(:
*pls claps for her....thank you!thank you!hahaXD
ok, this seems to be my first time blogging about my tkd training. i tot i will be a bit late, yet i'm on time, right syira?(: today's training was ok. only parts of them made my legs become jelly! seriously when i did pattern, my legs were trembling like siao! i carn rmber my pattern and not only that, i still hav to rmber the other pattern. somemore, my grading will hav lotz of changes in them.jiatru, you must start to work hard to pass ur grading! will come down for trainings more often. i kept doing stupid stufff. i kept stepping on syira's toes! i'm really sorry syira(: super duper sorry! another thing is when i shout, i dunno what happen. it was so malu! thanx squadmates for laughing at me harz!:P i will NEVER EVER going to shout like that again!(:
on our way back, we saw sir and shimu! hahaz(: so cool, they were on the bike. dunno jy or xy tot edlyn and i were waving to the lorry. muahahaz(:
jy and i had ice-cream after that.

my photo:

some of you understand...

fun moments<3

2006-11-23T10:14:00.000-08:00

i'm here to update on the previous threee days stuff...
i enjoyed alot coz i had many, many fun!(:
mon:
iffah, syira, snowman and i went to eat grillers.this time, the snowman din do anything funny or stupid!*miracles happened...after that we went to meet others.we went to tiong park and played.there was only cyn, jy, xy, syira, iffah, andrea, SHERYL, snowman and me.others din reply me sms.the KOH JING WEN went to wild wild wet!racha cud not make it coz she had sth on the very last minute.denise and nifong had class outing.jess cud not get out of her huse.others M.I.A....oh...jie en joined us for bubble tea and the talk only!(: we had many many fun in the park! we were playing with the "flying fox?" thingy...then we did sth mean to snowman...we abandoned her half way...leaving her sitting in the middle of nowhere...YAY!(: nexxt, the fun is playing hide and seek with cynthia's slippers...so she walked around with barefooted...we hid it under the slide and in the maze!(: later on, we started to play sand attack! oh no, then the poor sheryl had sand everywhere! there was filming goin on too...on the way back home, i met a big pervert! i even noe the name of the pervert.is JIE EN! she did something which was terrible, horrible, vegetable.i'm always her victim.*sobs...
tues:
i had my retests.funny things happened!(: later on, i went down early for np...it was already 10 plus.they haven start on fancy drills yet...shocked me though! *shakes head...they played captian's ball! and the ni fong was the game master for the polar bear...cannot make it...no one understands what she was talking about.fancy drills was quite ok.the hot weather made everyone of us so tired after that.we went tanglin to have our lunch.i ate something hot and spicy.both xy and i were on fire!hahahaxD*fire engine to the rescue!on the way back to sch, stupid stuff happened again! we were trying to catch up with someone. liling, sheryl, ni fong, snowman, jy and i were like "let's catch up with her."so we jog, walk, jog, walk.yet, suddenly she turned around and we suddenly stopped and walk.(:we ran all the way down the slope to reach canteen faster than her.however, she knew about it coz we ran like ELEPHANTS! haha...later on, we tried to act as if we din ran.we burst out laughing instead of trying to be calm.
wed:
liling tot i was M.I.A! coz i was a bit late as i went to mdm lim's pigeon hole.we started fancy drills. thanx ncc for the parade square!(: we tried out the new formation! it worked well.teresa ma'am came down. she helped uss quite alot. but still, carn rmber the stunts.oh...we got a new stunt! i got sun burnt again.rosy cheeks.(:xy was burnt! jie en and edlyn came down too.we had lotz of fun during rt...our squad played concentration, bang bang murderer.i scared them by opening the window!BOO!(: we had pears from ncc.it was a pear day!(: we went lunch at macs.jie en tried out the explosion thingy on jw.end up, someone got chilli in her eyes!on our way back to sch, it was drizzling. ni fong, me, sheryl, jy, jie en were running all the way to the bus stop.others were walking in the rain. stupid sheryl cannot cordinate her mouth, brain and body!"dun run...dun run"...(: another funny thing of her is she tot that iffah and syira will be at sch bus stop waiting for us with umbrellas. fat hope, sheryl!(:haha...XDnext, the same few ppl ran from bus stop all the way to the foyer in the rain. i tot the rest were running too.yet, they still prefer to walk.so we named ourselves the "running ppl"...running made us HIGH!we cud not stop the HIGH of running.near the mini forum, jie en started to run again.so jy and i followed!(: we were so tired and high for the rest of the day...all of us were so wet except iffah and snowman! on the way home, we started to play umbrella attack.jw's umbrella was destroyed by us.(: my trackpants tore...so sad, and jy only realised her pocket is black in colour!(:
cynthia is having fun now in Hong kong.denise get well soon k? rest more.(: hope swetha's feeling better too...cheer up swetha.we will be there for you! i miss my whole squad.not the whole squad coming down.):

pissed off????maybe

2006-11-17T23:29:00.000-08:00

today had been the most horrible day for me in this week...
not the retest but the appointment at the NUH for my virus infection thingy.i had twice injection at my ------ which is so damn painful.not only that, the needle was going in and out which caused more pain.they are trying to get some cells.so scary to have more than one doctor in the room.however, the good thing is the main doctor is funny.he kept saying "tell mummy that....".even the other doctors are laughing at him.i like all the doctors there.they are so nice and sweet.i will rmber the funny doctor's name.even jiatying was laughing at the doctor all the way home!
actually i'm a timid girl...
i'm scared of hospitals, illness and deaths.
i LOVE my mum, godmother and JIATYING!<33333
you all accompany me to NUH!(:
godmother, thanx for the dinner and stuff...
i'm a contented girl now.^-^
i enjoyed ur company today!(:
i went bp plaza after the appointment...
i was walking around with the plaster.i ate grilled fish spaghetti for dinner!*yummy!*shared red ruby with sago with jiatying and we promised each other to try the korean food and the ice-cream another day!(: however, we din feel full.we ate double cheese takoyaki after the so-called "dinner"!haha...
i was bloated after that, yet the woman wants to have ice milk tea from mos burger!
i managed to persuade my mum to let me buy new jacket![for my overseas trip]
i'm changing my phone as current phone has gone crazy!
buying new bag as my sling bag is in a terrible state now.
buying jacket as i really need one!
buying jeans as old ones are too short and small for me.
however, jiatying is still in her mission of persuading my godmother to let her buy new jacket and shoes!(:*work hard manz...
something funny happened:
godmother:let's go vivocity after the appointment
jy and me: very far and we are tired
mum: there doesn't seems to have nice food
jy and me: YES! let's go queensway.
mum: yep, go there.
godmother: silence
five minutes later,
me: godmother, where are we goin after this?
godmother: VIVO CITY!(:
me and jy: harz....why? so far!
godmother: not far, queensway even further...
jy: queensway at queenstown but vivo at harbour front!
godmother: NO! take taxi to vivo.
me and jy: silence
at the taxi stand,
mum: so where are we going?
godmother: vivo city
me *whisper*: why she keeps insist on going to vivo?
jy:don't know
2 minutes later,
godmother: let's not go vivo city
mum, jy, me: why? [me thinking: why she suddenly changed her mind]
godmother: coz i'm tired.let's go plaza
jy and me:laughs*
it is so funny that when we are still in the clinic, she keeps insisting on going to vivo city although out of four of us, three of us objected!despite how we persuade her, she's not willing to change her mind. yet, when we were waiting for the taxi, she changed her mind.

anyway,to " , " : i really hope that you are not the one whom i've though of. don't you think this is kinda childish for you to do all these things...i mean not only to me but to syira and cynthia.
if you are really the one who i had in my mind right now, then plz stop doing all these stuff as it will only be bringing urself as the not mature one! if you are just someone who i do not know very well, then what you have to say this to me as you just don't know me!

cute pictures

2006-11-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

just feel like putting some cute pictures in my blog...
hope you all will like it!XD

cute dog wearing shade!(:

-makes me feel thirsty!(:

-awww! syira, this cat is for you!(:

-jingwen, this is for you! kids are cute!(:

-jy, sweet little rabbits for you!(:

-how i wish i had a dog!

-jie en in the morning!

-me when i just wake up!(:

-liling, this is for you! coz he look like you!hahahaXD

-this is for myself!muahahahaXD

-NCO, this is for you! zha ji when it was a baby!(:

hope these small little things will cheer some ppl up!(:
happy weekend!(:

anyway, happie belated 15th birthday fishball!(:

after finals

2006-11-03T22:22:00.000-08:00

ppl, i'm not lazy as i'm here to update my dusty blog!(:
*clap for me!!!!
finals were disaster for me...
shall not mention it here...
holidays are here..
which means holidays hw are here too...
i had many emo days juz before sch ends...
so thanx ppl for being there for me...
i shall go visit them whenever i'm free...
but the problem is they all dun come to sch early...
narmy: muz come to sch...no more skipping of sch! i will sing songs for you, dun worry!(:
i will really miss narmy... rmber our date!
shimin: girl be strong! i will be there for you...still can go home tgt though...(:
i'm always so unlucky...down with fever on atc day...they had fun with area 20!
not able to attend my LAST atc...i was so sad...
lucky freaks got bus home from the campsite! last year we had to WALK!
haha...i was so glad that you guys called me right after the camp!
i din get to see the NDP ppl too...i miss some of them...
holidays are here...study, study, study!
no more slacking from tml onwards!
can sense the stress and pressure from o's now...
taking combine science actually is more stress than double science...
lessons end late almost 3 plus...fri is the happiest day! end at 1.45!
when 1.45 is nromal time for double science!
so see the difference!!!
sir, i wun be attending tkd so often...
i will be busy with my studies and np...
hav to prepare sec one orientation stuff...
FANCY DRILLS<3
fancy drills and campcraft are my LOVEs in NP!
although some others see them differently, they are the things that made me love NP more!<3
obviously SQUADMATES, you all are the most important factor which made me love NP..
<3333333333
carn imagine me having my own sec one squad with eileen next year...
haha...hope there's many sec ones interested to join in the FUN!(:
i miss last years trainings too...is so different for me...
this yr and last yr is so much different...
i will learn to cherish the things and ppl i hav coz i dun wan to regret when i lose them...
ppl, dun let problems or other factors lead you to wasting them hating someone...
try to love them, otherwise you may regret one day...
problems will sure be solved one day...if there's no way to solve, why not take a break and let time solve the problem?
sometimes, it works!(:
3s3, i love you all alot...
each and everyone of you although i dun really show it...
no matter where we are in the future..
rmber that we hav been in the same class, sharing the precious moments tgt before!(:
ms ong, thanks for everything!
i will miss you too!(:
you are a great form teacher,
you are like the mother of 3s3!
you are like our hero!
you are like our remote control!
you are the one who brought us tgt, brought us fun, taught us how to hav fun, taught us how to "FOCUS"!

thanx ms ong!(:
i shall update another day for the rest!(:

two more papers to go!*jiayou!!!!

2006-10-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

i noe, i noe...i shud not be here at this moment!
but wait, juz half an hour...i'm willing to sacrifice my sleep!
(:
theresa, i dun think i will update on the friday or tournament thingy liao...
coz i got more stuff to blog(:
firstly, i wana apologise to some people who i think i had hurt on the e maths paper that day:
ni fong, cynthia, jw and some other fren or squadmates...
really sorry for pushing u all aside or something...coz i noe i will juz breakdown if i have not do so...
i'm was in a terrible mood which i just feel killing myself or sth...coz e maths was the only thing i'm good at...yet, i had wasted like 20-30 marks for not able to complete...i had practised so hard and put in so much effort..i dun wana disappoint my cousin or my mum...at that point of time, i juz wana be alone...so i'm really sorry for juz ignoring u all...
esp, ni fong...i noe that woman wun read this but still, i'm realli sorry that i juz so straight forward and said "bye"
cynthia and jw, thanx for the comfort...
hanisah and owner, thanx for the accompany on the way home...
even till now, i'm still in a moody mood...coz i juz duno wad will my result turn out to be like...haiz...
my "A" will be so far away from me now...
coz my a maths cannot make it...
these few days, i had been studying hard and i cud feel the class spirit of studying tgt!(:
i felt so touched and glad that everyone is putting in effort!(:
i juz feel like saying this to darling pearlyn:
hey, girl! do u noe that i'm so happy to see u coming to sch for the first few days?
wad happened on the bio day? i heard that u studied for it! aiyoyo...none of us wans u to leave us...i will pray hard that at least u will come down on mon k?(:
these few days, not only that i studied hard but i also realised how big changes hav existed around me...
sometimes, i juz dun like changes...people do change, the way people think do change, the way people treat u do change too...
i'm still trying to accept the change in you...trying hard...but i duno if i'm able to accept anymore since last year...):
back to EOY,
english-was ok but not very confident for compre
chinese-was ok as the compre was easy
e maths-terrible + not completed
bio-duno wad to say, hopefully able to pass
chem-think is so dead*-*
ss-not completed for SEQ*-*
lit-ok but dun think will pass as i always fail by half mark!*1/2 mark!!!!MY TIAN*
geo-MCQ ok, paper 2 hopefully i will pass
on mon, there will be my LAST TWO papers which are PHYSICS and ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS!!!!
jiayou squadmates, 3s3 and darling frens!(:
holidays coming soon!*hip-hip-hurray!*XD
i'm goin oversea this time!!!!!*tralalal~
anyway, hope you all like the sweets! HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!!!!!!!XD
i noe u all are still CHILDISH....admit it, squadmates!!!!!
haha...(:
off to study! GAMBETEH!!!!XD

holidays are over...

2006-09-10T22:30:00.000-07:00

tml sch reopens liaoz....
my holidays had juz gone with the wind...
did nth much...haiz...
mon to wed: went for lessons(:
absorb the most for geography...
wed, went out for buffet...
bloated like anything(:
shall blog about it next time...
thurs and fri: pk and homefront course...
thurs was our unlucky day...
supposed to meet outside lot 1's 7-11 at 7.30...
some were late...and someone went redhill*haha...so cute lorzXD*
i think 8 o'clock we still there...
we were so damn late...
waited for the bus and it was so packed...
we squeezed to make sure everyone able to get into the bus...
8.10 reaching HTA...
had to rushed for toilets and at the same time, confirm with mdm lim about the venue...
did not see any other schs...
we ran all the way to harmony hall...
it was used by other sirs and told that it's not there...
end up the course was changed to changkit changi sec...
which is the other side of singapore!
all thanx to the e-mail system to be down at that time...haiz...
but mdm lim saved us by chartering a bus for us...
cannot imagine we take train to there...
we will juz give up the course and go home man...haha(:
we were very late...we onli reached the sch at 10 plus...
we realli made a GRAND entrance into the sch hall...
we were like..."phew, finally reached after so many obstacles!(:"
the food provided was nice...
lunch time, denise was very funny
"nvm lar, nobody noes me"(:
end up....hahaXD
saw pamela, daniel, fedrick, fatimah and jasmine in the course...
nice to see u all again manz...
esp pamela(:* i miss her very much*
shall blog about the fri and tkd tornament thingy tml or someday next week(:

back

2006-09-03T17:39:00.000-07:00

finally holidays...
however to me...there's no difference...
can even say it's worse...
mon to wed hav lessons in sch...
thurs and fri hav course at HTA...
sat: tkd and tuition i guess
sun: nothing on so far
this time, holiday assignments are ok...not that much(:
promo realli coming soon! not prepared...
i think this time we had lotz of things goin on...
that's why we din hav much time to practise...
i got all my results...
i'm glad about my results...is the best results i got the whole year(: *cheers*
only failed a maths and combined humanities):
i passed the rest...
my L1R5 also decreased!!!!*hurray*XD
i will perservere to study harder for finals(:
once sch term starts, i may become a nerd...
so dun blame me if i realli become one(:
once this sch term starts, many things will start to change...
no more ms chua in a maths lesson))):
hopefully i will pass a maths for finals...
otherwise, i will feel guilty...
she's always working so hard for us...
always there to encourage us...
shin's body will be leaving soon too...
i find him veri funny(:
teacher's day celebration was quite boring compared to last year!
the teachers vs students captain's ball game was veri exciting(:
the group of us were like the only one who cheered for the teachers and students(:
mr keong veri funny!btw, happy teachers' day!(:
* abit slow but better than none!XD
sat, i din go for tkd...
i went for HTA open house!
is quite boring too...
not many things...
but hav funny walking in it and exploring places...
we found many ppl faces in the exhibition...
jy and i had fun sitting in the vehicles and exploring the bus(:
we went into this fake mrt and took a picture of it...
i think is so damn cute>.<
when we came out of the place, everything seemed so fake(:
after that we took free shuttle bus back to lot 1...
i met joyce and serena in macs...
we went arcade after heavy snack(:
i'm damn lousy in bishi bashi*isit?haha...
played basketball...beat baluku!hurray!*(:
next we went to buy sushi!*yummy...
carn wait for next week sushi buffet!
off to write jy a testimonial!(:

何瑞哲(阿哲) Gino

2006-08-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

these are specially dedicated to xiuying and jingwen!(:
their love-Gino [ah ze] <3
haha...

as for other squadmates, this is for u all...

*good luck for common tests!
won't be updating so soon due to common tests!
all the best for ur upcoming events too, shuhui!(:

28-07

2006-07-29T00:10:00.000-07:00

now i think they haven sleep...
maybe talking about sentry duty...
now i wonder isit a good thing or a bad thing of not going with them...
sometimes, i hope not to noe some stuff...
so that i will be living in happiness...
even though i noe i hav to face the reality...
coz if i noe something about someone, i may start to think twice of the character of the person...
i will start to lose trust in the person and hard to find it back...
that's me...

today, suppose to be my homework day!
but end up is my HTA day with jiaying and jie en...
thanks a billion for willing to accompany me and jie en...[jiaying]
i felt so bad of calling u along...
hope u are able to get some sleep tonight...
i give u energy and moral support! GAMBETEH!XD
enjoy urself during the AAD, squadmates!(:
sec ones, all the best for the stall too! is quite nice, so sad that i wun be able to participate...
the whole sch is coming back to celebrate AAD...
jie en and i hav to go for NDP!
but is ok coz tml i got jie en(:
will get to see my BIG family...[last 3 times ):]

i shall not post the tickets thingy at here...
tell u personally on mon, jiaying!
had fun walking around with stares right?XD
we protected the papers and plastic sheet instead of ourself...
ppl will juz think we are crazy '-'
worst part-
this is wad happen to me when i'm waiting for the bus with jy:
-buses all packed with ppl
-many buses passed by...
-came this bus "172" which was quite empty
-both of us boarded the bus...
-my mum called and i told her i'm on "172"
only when i see the "172" not stopping at my stop, i realised is not 172!!!!!argggg....
the bus is 975!!! my tian ahhhh!XD
i can even board a bus without looking the no. properly!
luckily it still passed by lot 1...

now i shall update on NP:
mon-
had pt and rt
pt was okay but i think can be more tough...
rt was captain's ball...
i'm in group 4...
ann was the captain of my group...
kana can jump and catch ball very well!(:
me too short to jump as good as her...haha...
syira and nf were in my opposing team...
syira as usual likes to hug ppl..."cheater-bug"*hint, hint(:
and i'm her target!^-^
nf as usual can jump veri high too...
thurs-
took sec ones for drills until iffah came back...
helped out with the noticeboard afterthat...
saw my twin!(:
realised i din give her a hug...
twin, go out one day k?(:
as for sec ones, their drills must coordinate...
i believe that they can do it...
hope they rmber their "goal"
is the basic of the basics...
i believe that as long one willing to put in effort, nothing is impossible!(:
squadmates, we also must jiayou for our drills!XD

nowadays, i'm moody and likes to stare blankly "fa dai"
oh...i changed my seat in class...
my partners are debbie and shimin!(:

screwed hair

2006-07-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

OMT...
my hair is super screwed...
my mum say i looked like a blur boy...
so terrible....
how i wish i have magic and allow my hair to grow within the night...
is seriously terrible...
i hate to have bad hair...
will lead me to have bad mood...
):
i told her to cut a little bit more...
yet she cut like 2cm more...
no more "tail" ):
haiz...
another week passed...
3 more NDP trainings...

weeks after

2006-07-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

finally can update...
school has start...
another busy term...
must do very well for common test...

we hav also take over...
felt quite bonded and happy in some ways...
felt quite lost and sad about some things too...
talked quite alot about it nowadays...
hopefully we can do a great job...
gambeteh! squadmates XD

i also realise NDP goin to end soon...
i think i will miss it in some ways...
i'm also quite happy though that i will hav time to do my work!
ytd was NE show...
lotz of primary 5 kids...
the whole stadium was HIGH!!!unbelievable...better than family day
some of the xxxxxxxx went wrong...
nevertheless, it is still a great show...
i'm totally in love with the shooting stars fireworks...
middle level
family day was low level...(:
i hav this fren in NDP same pri sch as me(:
i juz found out ytd ^-^'''
hahaXD
all of us are in love with indoor stadium...
no more banana song...
must control...discipline...yep...
i still luv the xi shua shua cheer...

shuhui, i'm so sorry i haven reply ur letter...
*forgot to mention this year goodie bag is much, much nicer than the one we got in pri 5!!!!
haha...sling bag...
little kids are cute...(:

NCOPC and unit camp

2006-06-23T23:25:00.000-07:00

wah!holidays are goin to be over soon in 2 more days...
i dun seemed to have holidays...
more like having camps all the way...
this holiday, i've been packed with LMSC, NCOPC, unit camp, lessons and OBS...
no time to do hw!!!!
prepared to die on mon...*-*
LMSC
it is fun and enjoyable course...
i like wei bin sir and si chao sir...
si chao sir is my instructor...
i'm in group 5, HAPPY MEAL!(:
consists of nifong, jingwen, iffah, hanisah, eddie, zhongbin, hari, kenny,
julian, florence, jiahui, karwei, jaga, benjamin and ivan...
will not forget the course!XD
NCOPC
in group 2, chevrolet!!!
consists of jingwen, iffah, eileen, swetha, farz, melvin,anthony, joshua, bin hui, jeremy, joyce, sherri and cheryl...
nice instructors too...
yongni ma'am and doreen ma'am(:
quite tiring but not as bad as what i thought it wud be...
nice food...
like the games...
damn funny...[when u are not blind-folded]
can see how the sirs and ma'ams disturbed and "bullied" my group!
*miao miao*(:
left half way for parade...
i swear the second day, seriously not jieen's and my day!
why he kept picking on us??
unit camp
i'm tired after having NCOPC before this..
although they are nice to let us off on sat night and only report during mon afternoon...
i'm still tired...haha...
oh...we got this new teacher officer...
is a sir!!to us is like so weird...
coz all along ours are ma'ams and not sir...
haha...(:
my group is 4, diego selesprino!
the happy group??haha....
my group ic are candice ma'am and yaka ma'am(:
consists of xy, jess, syira, ah ru, nurul, kimberely, zhuang hua, zakiah,
rubini?[realli sorry, dunno how to spell her name], melissa, jezleen,
dhanusha + edlyn & shermin[who are absent ):]
1st day:
did our group cheer and flag!!!
<3 our flag!!!
games and build our own sleeping basha..
our stylo basha which ables to stand rain, sun and wind!!!
survival cooking...think syira, xy, candice and yaka ma'am, jess and me breathed in tons and tons of smoke!!!haha...(:
our water kept being polluted by the ashes!!!!argggg...
followed by night walk...
all the way from mac ritchie till bukit timah...
quite fun and different experienceXD
2nd day
pt...
breakfast [bread with egg!!!nice(: and lotz of milo]
almost vomitted out my breakfast...coz i drank lotz of milo and ran to the foyer after that...
dragon boating!(:*raining
group 2!!!!haha...fun but still, previous time was more fun and enjoyable!
we hav no stamina...kept easy...
even our coach was like "what is this? not even 5 mins!"
haha...seriously my arms damn pain...
i love rocking the boat!!!i was afraid that there will be a capsized drill...
forbia....
went back sch for lunch...
rope obstacles!!!miss them!!!
din touch them since btc...
coz i din get to do during NCOPC...
xy, the SPIDERWOMAN!!!
haha...i like the double commando crawl!!!
fun and funny!!!
then dinner, followed by campfire...
in btw, i was having stitch or gastric...
i duno...
campfire, i was high...
i did sexy "my side, my side, my side,my front, my back" version with andrea...
my tian, carn believe it...i did it...hahaXD
i <3>
after that, we got pumped for our attire and attitude...
then we had to dicuss on the mini "fancy" drills on wed...
we had a serious squad talk!realli enjoyed the talk...
get to noe more stuff and i hate back stabbers
i mean we din offend u all but why are u ppl doin this to us...
juz carn believe it...
forget it...carn do anything anyway...
squadmates, juz carry on with our life...(:
3rd day
fire drill...funny thing happened...
i wore the wrong shoe and ran out...
haha....i wore syira's left shoe and my own right shoe...
then syira wore my left shoe and her right shoe...
for me is too big, for her is too small...(:
xy was asked to hide in the toilet!
our group got 2 or 3 ppl missing...
went back to sleep after that...
we had a long jog from sch all the way to tiong and back to sch...
nice jog...
it woke me up seriously...
my eyes were opened bigger after the run...
had biscuits and bread with baked beans[from group 3]
nice!!!!esp biscuits and baked beans...
only my group finished all the rations!!!!
1st camp to finish the rations....
haha...(:
had our mini fancy drills...
screwed up...dun wana talk about it...
clean up and followed by telematch...
i like lemon station...
and pig-a-back station...[my 1st time to let squadmate carry me]
coz i'm heavy :p and i will always fall...
haha..(:
soon, 3 days 2 nights camp ended...
had 2 cans of pineapple and orea with squadmates
we were notified that we will be having interview on mon...
taking over on week 2 thurs...
i dun wan!!!!i wana remain as a cadet!!!
i dun wan sec 4 ma'ams to step down...
we went griller for lunch!!!!+bubble tea...yaya!!!(:
met ---- & ---- when we were talking...
had to leave....
went home...
home sweet home<3
shuhui, this is not veri detailed...
sorry....maybe will write more detailed in ur letter...
hope tml is my day(:

OBS

2006-06-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

people, i'm back from OBS!(:
backtracking...
-29.05.2006, mon
it was my first day of OBS...my group reached the pungol jetty the first but left the jetty last...took the boat to the campsite 1...coz i went for the leadership OBS course instead of the normal one...i supposed to partner denise...but we were seperated into different groups...she's in Marshall and i'm in MUNSHI!!!!(: my watch consists of sheryl sim, jane, pearyln, carren, eunice ong, eunice tan, darli, grace tay, bernette, brenda, erikca and yue xi...my watch is the smallest out of marshall, boon chee and kurd...coz wingyan and another girl not there...but i STILL LOVE MY WATCH....coz the people there are very nice....yue xi is our watch ic...brenda and me are the first-aider...jane and carren are the store ic...my instructor is wilfred...actually supposed to be shu xian...but duno why end up is him...we pitch our 'shelter' for sleeping...end up it turned out to be something like a house without walls but only rooftop...wilfred told us that they saw WILD BOARS before...and we were all so scared...coz our shelter was the deepest in the forest...we had light sticks to guide our way...when we were about to sleep, we heard snorting sound...our minds told us it maybe wildboars...[actualli is cynthia's laughter and snorting...*stupid =.='''] i asked darli to sleep beside me coz i realli scared of wild boars...haha(: end up, she practically din sleep for the whole night...
-30.05.2006, tues
had navigation in the morning...my group consists of sheryl sim and yuexi [both our leaders for navigation], both eunice, pearlyn, erikca and me...we were the sporting group which did not noe how to use the compass to find the bearings...we managed to find more checkpoints than the other group...had lots of fun...i saw TWO WILD BOARS facing each other...so scary like as if they goin to fight...and they are quite big in size...we had rockclimbing in the afternoon...i din managed to clinged the top...coz my legs kept slipping off...stupid=.= then, we saw the mobile people coming to our campsite...then, i realised i missed my squadmates and my friends...i cried when i saw some of them...had a great night in the dom(:
-31.05.2006, wed
we had rafting...munshi's design is the most creative and daring...while others are original and safe...we had fun time trying out the raft and all the rafts succeeded...none drown...so much fun(: later in the afternoon, we had kayaking...my partner is darli...both exactly different size ppl kayaking tgt...haha....had fun and laughter...did capsize drills with yuexi...i almost 'drown'...coz my legs got trapped in the kayak...wilfred saved me...oh then, we kayaked to campsite 2....on the way, we saw another group of crescentians....i saw prithika..haha...kayaking alone...
that day was CYNTHIA'S birthday too...then when reached campsite 2, we all had jetty jump...but i din go coz i'm scared as i carn swim..we did our own cooking for dinner...tried bernette's first time cooking of rice...it tasted a bit like claypot rice...coz underneath a bit chao tah...had a lot of laughter and fun during the dinner...later, we had to dig hole and throw all the leftovers inside the sand...therefore, we had a so-called "food funeral"...oh and the whole watch starting calling darli 'chick' and 'dude' haha....(:
-01.05.2006. thurs
sea expedition around the whole ubin...16 km...but i think i kayaked 20km coz darli and me had difficulty controlling the kayak...we left the campsite at 7am...planning to reach the campsite 1 at 5pm...end up reaching campsite 1 around 2 plus....miracle!!! actualli supposed to be one plus...but end up someone had to do her business in the sea...then we waited for her(:then, we had rest and supposed to hav night walk...so scary...end up, others told us it was cancelled...however, in the end only my watch did the night walk...i'm the 5th person to go off and i did it all alone...i was walking at the reservoir half way thru...no more batt for my torch light...so i walked back...wilfred gave me a RED LIGHT STICK...i refused to take it as i find it very scary to use a red 'torchlight' to walk in the dark alone...end up, wilfred gave me his head torch light...darli was the 2nd to go off...and a WILD BOAR walked pass her...she tried to open her KNIFE[can u imagine this girl bringing a knife wherever she goes+.+] but the knife got stucked...[carn imagine wad will happen if she managed to open the knife(:, maybe she will kill the wild boar...haha...]
at around 10 plus, we went back to dom...we wrote messages for wilfred and our watchmates...coz this camp maybe wilfred's last OBS camp too...he's leaving OBS...
-02.06.2006, fri
had inverse tower and flying fox...did flying fox first...nice scenery...i wana go there again...but climbing up the stairs will lead me to jelly legs...haha...i tot inverse tower i will never make it to the top...guess wad? i DID reached the TOP!!!!(:i'm so happy....then we had time tgt...we talked and we left OBS...i'm sad and wana go back again...
btw, i din get any tanner...disapointing...haha(: i think i grow fatter...got terrible skin when i got back to singapore....very itchy...carn stand it...got sandflies bites on the top of my feet...very bad....went home with cynthia...fun and great time...(:
today, had NDP training...i was very sleepy..can juz fall asleep half way thru the parade...during the break, i was feeling terrible coz of my horrible skin...super itchy and pain...ohh and i got sunburnt on my face coz of the training...it's funny to get sunburnt from the training and not from the OBS...my face red like hong bao like that...after changing out, ma'am was like 'my tian' , 'go back and apply some aloe vera cream, it helps'...mine not the worst...got ppl's face redder than mine...haha...fun on the way back to HTA...lesson learnt today, not to sleep in the bus...u might lose something...haha...inside joke....(: juz found out that crescent np ppl are well-known...k, i think this is my longest post...wana sleep....bb...hav a good time reading(:

emo

2006-05-19T14:42:00.000-07:00

i duno to give up or continue to perservere...

i work so hard for it
end up wad i get?
only one quarter of wad i expected
i seriously duno wad to do
realli confused and helpless
i broke the promise
maybe too many things happen at the same time
lead to numbness

i'm sorry for some ppl who i pushed away yesterday
maybe coz i dun wana to spoil ur mood

i can just forget about the thing* that i worked hard for
it is just far, far away from me
all my efforts will just be drained

maybe ppl shud juz give up on me
wad for putting hopes on me
when i juz destroyed their hopes...

2006-05-12T22:02:00.000-07:00

THE IDEA OF A GOOD FREN!!..=)
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.
In primary one, your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the washroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.
In primary two, your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
In primary three, your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours, you left it on the bus.
In primary four, your idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework that you forgotten to do the previous night.
In primary five, your idea of a friend was the person who saves a seat on the back of the bus for you.
In primary six, your idea of a friend was someone who comforted you and lent their shoulder to you when you received your PSLE results.
In secondary one, your idea of a friend was the person who helped you to pass the ''love letter'' to your crush/stead.
In secondary two, your idea of a good friend was the person who comforted you when you broke up with your boy/girl friend, saying that the person is not even worth of your tears.
In secondary three, your idea of a good friend was the person who would come over to your house and help you decide on which clothes to wear on your first date, although she had her date waiting for her.
In secondary four, your idea of a good friend was the person who would help you in the "O" levels' examination when you had chicken pox and on the examination day, you recovered but your friend had the disease and had to stay home for a week.
Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person,
who gives you the better of the two choices,
Holds your hand when you're scared,
Helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you,
Thinks of you at times when you are not there,
Reminds you of what you have forgotten,
Helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, Stays with you so that you have confidence,
Goes out of their way to make time for you,
Helps you clear up your mistakes,
Helps you deal with pressure from others,
Smiles for you when they are sad,
Helps you become a better person,
And most importantly loves you!

growing shorter!!!

2006-04-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

can someone save me???
or give me super potion???

I'M NOT GROWING!!!
NOW EVEN CYNTHIA IS TALLER THAN ME...

I WANA GROW...

wad if swetha is

growing too???

then...

i will be the shortest in my squad!!!

OH NO!!!!

)))):

hmpf.....

i SERIOUSLY need to grow taller!!!!

so busy

2006-04-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

woots....i'm back...
after so many things came and left...
campcraft finals, promo and many more...
but more stuffs coming up too...
like MID-YEAR EXAMS!!!!! [must work hard for it! >.<]
-classification shoot [i wana get the badge!!!!^-^]
-FUN FAIR!!!!
-2nd class drill badge [i dun wana fail again...]
-badge tests [more badges....]

campcraft finals is kinda ....
dun noe wad to say...
but i'm proud of u guys...
CRESCENT'S FLAGSTUFF is the FIRST to be up!!!!
i'm so proud and honoured...
everything will be so PERFECT if the ponchos had not tore...
our speed is like lightning....
until....
the ponchos...[haiz..]
it slowed down everything and affected everything...
i'm very sure that we will get into top 5 position if the STUPID ponchos had not tore...
in the end, we got 7th position back again...
we cried together after everything...
the whole journey forever will be part of my memory in NPCC...
the times when we trained hard tgt...
the times when we laughed and cried tgt...
the times when we cheered each other on....
the times when ma'ams and squadmates gave us encouragement...
the whole thingy wun be complete without all the CIs, ma'ams, squadmates' help and encouragement...
there wud not be this team if anyone of u not part of it...
thanx team mates...

promo:
duno if i will pass...
i noe that wad mistakes i made...
carn help it anyway, is over...
after promo, everything bad seemed to happen on me...
my hanger for full u broke into two...
had to hold it in a weird way all the way home...
and some more stuffs....
haiz....

MUST WORK HARD FOR MID-YEAR, JIATRU!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
to other 22 squadmates too...
study hard k?:D

dun think i will be back in months....
maybe i really free then update....
bb....

one side and another

2006-03-21T22:14:00.000-08:00

haiz...why are all these happening???
maybe is like this when we reach sec 3...maybe is not...
this juz reminds me of wad i told syira about last yr...
on the surface, it seems to us that nth is goin on...
deep inside, it is horrible...
hope things will get better...

jiaying, dun feel sad about not opening urself to others...
u can try hard to talk to others...
jiayou, u can do it!!!
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!:D

nowadays, i'm fully awake during lessons...
nowadays, i feel like studying a lot, lot, lot...
nowadays, i feel like scoring well in all subjects...
i also duno why...

today, i found a rubber mallot...
it costs $6...
is it expensive or cheap?
(:

2006-03-15T22:04:00.000-08:00

YAY!!!! we got into FINALS!!!!! woohooo...yipeee....lala....:D
i noe i a bit slow about it....
to my dear campcraft team, i wana say this to all of you!!!
i noe all of you are stressed...
from the finals, results we got from ct, promo
i wana tell all of you that we MUST endure all these until finals...
let's work hard tgt...and strive for a good position in finals...
let's make our hard work paid off well...
like wad we did for the prelims...
we hav one another...
let's cheer each other on...
the finals only next SAT!!!!
i wan back the team which filled with enthusiasm and confident...
and the team that works hard for everything...
we must realli treat every trainings SERIOUSLY!!!
okay? we can do it, believe it....
*i duno if u all will be reading it....but this post realli for u all...
cynthia, i'm not sad that day...
i juz break down coz i'm stressed...
i'm sorry...maybe u dun understand...

she's too much

2006-03-02T22:02:00.000-08:00

firstly, i wana post about today's np session
i feel so weird doing drills...
cause the last few months...
i've been doing fancy drills [different from basic drill] and campcraft
i miss the campcraft trainings...
i did quite alot of mistakes...
my drills carn make it...
i taught jessica the wrong thing coz i confused myself...
i'm sorry jess!!!!:D
i dun get it why i always carn change to the correct leg:(
i always different hand and leg with others....muz improve on this...
i find jie en very funny and hyper...
i'm hyper too...but after that, i'm sort of moody after everything...
the difference of syira and me is:
during np session, she's moody while i'm hyper [sometimes] or okay
going home that time, she's VERY hyper while i'm always tired and moody
^-^
nowadays, sarah always come and pat on my shoulders...
and say "why u look so sad?"
nowadays, i thought of lots of stuff...
some things i manage to sort out myself...
some things i'm still confused and duno wad to do...
who will be there to help me? who will be the one who will be willing to listen to me and not telling anyone about it?

i dun understand wad's her problem...doesn't she have her own things? why she always like to affect my mood, invade my privacy and many more...sometimes, i also have my temper...juz dun irritate me more....i carn stand it...

we did it

2006-02-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

Wow..today is such a long and tiring day…
Had our campcraft competition which we had been training for 4 months…
Juz carn believe it…
We had trained for so long…and I noe I will miss the campcraft…
I will miss my flagstuff…my partner…the way we worked together
The trainings, the efforts…
We had done a great job…
All thanx to CIs, sec four ma’ams, squadmates and everyone…
I love my team…
We did it…
Thinking back:
-cracking our brains for the shelter and gadget
-training hard
-improving on structures
-din get to meet the target time
-slowly we lost hope
-we persevere
-hit the time on THURS training
-trained for 6 hours
-put in our best

Ma’ams did quite well too…juz that their twine keep snapping...ma'ams had put in their best...
i quite emotional and funny today...
i'm sorry, juz carn help it...
i was nervous for sec4 ma'ams and our team...

starting we were all telling each other to relax...
but no matter what, we end up very nervous, scared...
liling made me feel worse...
i had to cheer our squadmates on and telling myself "we can do it"
first horn is for one minute check...
second horn is the end of one minute check...
yet, we did a malu and stupid mistake...
our team went in at that point of time...
i was like "hur? starting liao?" then i saw cynthia goin in..
so i went in too...
but others told us not time yet...
we end up laughing which made us relax much more...
third horn start, we rushed for our might...
we did manage to finish everything in 10 mins plus..
-flagstuff did quite slow...i had to ensure it is tight and neat...*not throw the things out of boundary...my round lashing, dun think up to the standard...clove hitch, i think okay(:
-the shelter is good standard...i can say that...except 4 the poles...
-gadget, nifong said the poles she put wrongly...but nifong: it is okay, the judge wun noe...only we all noe...and the twine snap...
afterall, we completed it...good job...
later, i had to represent to talk for flagstuff...
yet, no judge come to ask me questions when i had answers in my mind...
i stood there for so long...
i wana faint and dehydrate lor...
edlyn and cynthia going up and down answering questions...
yet, i stood down there...duno to go and sit or continue standing
so many judges, no one ask me questions...):
CIs were like down there staring at me...squadmates down there smiling at me...
haha:D
after everything, i juz felt like giving hugs to all of them...
the first person i hugged is XIUYING!!!!
haha...then SYIRA, LILING, then followed by the rest...
i love CRESCENT!!!!

G-O-O-D J-O-B, good job good job
K-E-E-P U-P, keep up keep up...
i like this cheer too...

i think su fan ma'am very funny...
all our squadmates came today except for amanda...
thanx for coming down...
and the sec 1s, sec 2s, sec 4 ma'ams, CIs and mdm lau
thanx for ur support too...:D

joyce said that she saw crescent flag soaring in the morning when sec 4 ma'ams were doing...
coz she passed by the police academy....we saw miss shervon....she so funny and cute...
she was in the car....with her parents...she waved to us(:

my birthday

2006-02-12T20:23:00.000-08:00

yay!!!!
i receive lotz of presents
-drum bag from jiatying
-shoe bag from cynthia
-notebook from suet
-piggy bank from jing wen
-bear bear from theresa
-doggy multi holder from jiaying
-birthday card from liling
-birthday card from lobster
-birthday card from my class, 3s3
-hong baos from mama, god mama, grandma

thanx, i luv them....
and i hav presents yet to receive from fanghui, the veri IN person[haha...:D], yali and lobster
i'm making IC too...
wow...so happy!!!:D

ytd, campcraft did very well but can be better...
less man power but we did faster, what that means?
we IMPROVED!!!!YAY!!!!
but we are only 2 weeks away from the competition....
and common tests coming
sure die for bio, ss and geo...
so much to study....

chinese new year

2006-01-28T08:56:00.000-08:00

firstly, wad i wana do is to praise my campcraft team mates!!!
i noe i'm not a good vice-captain
and i realli duno wad i can do for u all
but i juz wana say u all did a good job on the mock test day
u all realli made great improvement
jiayou!!!!i believe all of us can meet the target...
dun be disappointed in the timing...
rmber on mon, we spent the whole session doing once only
but on thurs, we improved on the timing from 33mins to 21 mins!!!
sure can do better, let's work hard tgt and achieve the 9mins target!!!!
only 3 weeks left...let's put in all our efforts!!!!(:
sorry for being panicky on that day too...realli sorry...

i hav alot of things to say...
decided not to say some things...
juz wana say sorry to joyce, suet, cui xia and cass
i can't make it on fri...
i think i buying present for mdm yap...
win is sharing with me...
dui bu qi...):

this year seems no CNY celebration atmosphere...
why???
everyone seems to be in no mood of celebrating...
and celebrating it only for the sake of it...
haiz...i hope my grandma will come back to celebrate...

sad moments

2006-01-14T17:11:00.000-08:00

finally campfire and cca day had been over!!!

after reading shermain's and joyce's blog, i realli miss them...
i miss
-2c3 [my classmates]
-suet [watching shows with her]
-cass [her laughter]
-cui xia [goin toilet with her]
-joyce [scolding me 'crap']
-shermain [her slow eating]
-win [her jokes]
-shuhui [her accompany to sch, np and home]

although i get to see them, i still miss the time we had tgt...
shuhui's quiting tkd soon...
carn get to see her anymore...
i miss my best friends!!!
*sobs*:(

i felt lonely, out-casted and sad...

i'm sorry squadmates for my bad mood recent days...
realli sorry...

thanx lobster for ur comfort(:

new year resolution!!!2006!!!

2006-01-02T09:09:00.000-08:00

whee~let's welcome the year 2006!!!!
*claps, claps*haha....
hope year 2006 will be a better year for me and others...
my resolution for 2006:
-muz score well in studies
-muz study hard
-save more money
-make more friends

that's all, if i'm able to achieve these...
i already very happy!!!:D
btw, HAPPIE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
(:

tired

2005-12-30T11:07:00.000-08:00

sch goin to reopen soon...
i'm very tired nowadays
i hav uneven tan lines...
i will be missing classes for one whole week...
hope i wun miss too much...
hope there's many sec ones who wan to join NP!!!

later goin queenstown sec for their ROD...

oh yar...yesterday, the full dress rehearsal isit really a full one...
ppl who are in fancy drills and tkd performance, u all sure can do it!!!
esp those sec 1s and my darling squadmates, u all sure can do it on the actual day...
dun be disappointed about yesterday thingy...
juz do ur best!!!u all still got 3 more practices!!!

after sec one orientation, there will be campcraft...
and we hav to decide on our shelter before sch reopens!!!
so many things to do...
muz work hard on my studies next year!!!
let's work hard together, BROTHERS!!!
haha...

new template

2005-12-27T08:22:00.000-08:00

hello...
i'm updating....
but duno if it works...
haha...
let's try..