
i noe, i noe...i shud not be here at this moment!
but wait, juz half an hour...i'm willing to sacrifice my sleep!
(:
theresa, i dun think i will update on the friday or tournament thingy liao...
coz i got more stuff to blog(:
firstly, i wana apologise to some people who i think i had hurt on the e maths paper that day:
ni fong, cynthia, jw and some other fren or squadmates...
really sorry for pushing u all aside or something...coz i noe i will juz breakdown if i have not do so...
i'm was in a terrible mood which i just feel killing myself or sth...coz e maths was the only thing i'm good at...yet, i had wasted like 20-30 marks for not able to complete...i had practised so hard and put in so much effort..i dun wana disappoint my cousin or my mum...at that point of time, i juz wana be alone...so i'm really sorry for juz ignoring u all...
esp, ni fong...i noe that woman wun read this but still, i'm realli sorry that i juz so straight forward and said "bye"
cynthia and jw, thanx for the comfort...
hanisah and owner, thanx for the accompany on the way home...
even till now, i'm still in a moody mood...coz i juz duno wad will my result turn out to be like...haiz...
my "A" will be so far away from me now...
coz my a maths cannot make it...
these few days, i had been studying hard and i cud feel the class spirit of studying tgt!(:
i felt so touched and glad that everyone is putting in effort!(:
i juz feel like saying this to darling pearlyn:
hey, girl! do u noe that i'm so happy to see u coming to sch for the first few days?
wad happened on the bio day? i heard that u studied for it! aiyoyo...none of us wans u to leave us...i will pray hard that at least u will come down on mon k?(:
these few days, not only that i studied hard but i also realised how big changes hav existed around me...
sometimes, i juz dun like changes...people do change, the way people think do change, the way people treat u do change too...
i'm still trying to accept the change in you...trying hard...but i duno if i'm able to accept anymore since last year...):
back to EOY,
english-was ok but not very confident for compre
chinese-was ok as the compre was easy
e maths-terrible + not completed
bio-duno wad to say, hopefully able to pass
chem-think is so dead*-*
ss-not completed for SEQ*-*
lit-ok but dun think will pass as i always fail by half mark!*1/2 mark!!!!MY TIAN*
geo-MCQ ok, paper 2 hopefully i will pass
on mon, there will be my LAST TWO papers which are PHYSICS and ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS!!!!
jiayou squadmates, 3s3 and darling frens!(:
holidays coming soon!*hip-hip-hurray!*XD
i'm goin oversea this time!!!!!*tralalal~
anyway, hope you all like the sweets! HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!!!!!!!XD
i noe u all are still CHILDISH....admit it, squadmates!!!!!
haha...(:
off to study! GAMBETEH!!!!XD