i duno to give up or continue to perservere...
i work so hard for it
end up wad i get?
only one quarter of wad i expected
i seriously duno wad to do
realli confused and helpless
i broke the promise
maybe too many things happen at the same time
lead to numbness
i'm sorry for some ppl who i pushed away yesterday
maybe coz i dun wana to spoil ur mood
i can just forget about the thing* that i worked hard for
it is just far, far away from me
all my efforts will just be drained
maybe ppl shud juz give up on me
wad for putting hopes on me
when i juz destroyed their hopes...