
firstly, i wana post about today's np session
i feel so weird doing drills...
cause the last few months...
i've been doing fancy drills [different from basic drill] and campcraft
i miss the campcraft trainings...
i did quite alot of mistakes...
my drills carn make it...
i taught jessica the wrong thing coz i confused myself...
i'm sorry jess!!!!:D
i dun get it why i always carn change to the correct leg:(
i always different hand and leg with others....muz improve on this...
i find jie en very funny and hyper...
i'm hyper too...but after that, i'm sort of moody after everything...
the difference of syira and me is:
during np session, she's moody while i'm hyper [sometimes] or okay
going home that time, she's VERY hyper while i'm always tired and moody
^-^
nowadays, sarah always come and pat on my shoulders...
and say "why u look so sad?"
nowadays, i thought of lots of stuff...
some things i manage to sort out myself...
some things i'm still confused and duno wad to do...
who will be there to help me? who will be the one who will be willing to listen to me and not telling anyone about it?
i dun understand wad's her problem...doesn't she have her own things? why she always like to affect my mood, invade my privacy and many more...sometimes, i also have my temper...juz dun irritate me more....i carn stand it...